By Brian Gallagher for Dailymail.com
05:03 Jul 20, 2023, updated at 08:11 Jul 20, 2023
Kourtney Kardashian opens up about spending less time with her family and creating an identity of her own on this week’s episode of The Kardashians.
She also threw some shade at her sister, Kim Kardashian, for her “drive” and how she’s been affected by how people think of her.
Kourtney, 44, who recently showed off her bikini baby bump in Hawaii, welcomed her friends and family to a fun-filled Poosh event in West Hollywood, where Kourtney met her longtime friend, Tiffany Soria, who is back in NYC.
“Oh my gosh, but I’m so out of the loop,” Kourtney says, while telling Tiffany and another friend, “I literally never leave.” I like not to talk to anyone, nor to leave the house. I’m like a bubble and I don’t like leaving Calabasas.
Tiffany says it’s “amazing, in a good way, I just love living my life,” though Kourtney adds, “No, and even with my family, I love protecting my energy.”
“Then then, just so now like becoming an adult, and being like, ‘I’m married, bye everyone, it’s so nice,'” Kourtney admits.
“I feel like doing Poosh and then building Lemmy and would like to get some standout from my sisters and mom,” Kourtney reveals.
Like we all work together. Our lives are very intertwined. I think for my soul, like I need something of my own, like my own identity.
“When I have things that seem like they belong to me, I think it’s more special than having these successful moments, because they make it all worth it,” Courtney says in his confession.
The episode cuts to West Hollywood for Kourtney’s Poosh event, where Kourtney and mom Kris Jenner are seen arriving.
Kourtney tells the cameras, “We’re making our way through the day.” This is my Poosh event for Pollside with Poosh.
Kendall was seen arriving as she tried one of her Erehwon black smoothies, adding, “I think it feels good in here.”
Chris adds in his confession, “I think Kourtney has this desire to do something on her own. She is now on this truly amazing path of finding her passion in life and has expanded her horizons. It’s just phenomenal to me.
Kourtney was seen chatting with Travis Parker’s daughter-in-law Atiana, who did her hair at the event, telling Kourtney, “Yeah, I had my hair straightened when I came over,” as Kourtney says, “It’s so cute.”
In his confession, Kourtney adds, “I really feel supported at the Poolside with Poosh event. Atiana comes and Landon (Travis Parker’s son) brings his girlfriend, Charlie (Damelio).
Charlie is seen trying one of the black juices, telling Landon, “It’s good!” Try it! ‘, before handing it over to him.
“All my friends are here,” Kourtney adds, as we see one of them — model Miranda Kerr — chat with Kris at the event, which Kourtney admits is “a really good time.”
Later, Kourtney brings sisters Khloe and Kim back for another chat to delve deeper into their relationship after their first chat.
Kim asks if she’s considered chatting and Kourtney says she thinks it was, “It’s nice to let it settle, but I think the point of this is just to care about each other enough to worry about her feelings.” I have notes.
Courtney adds in his confession, ‘My purpose in having this second conversation and even having the first one and not just avoiding it is because I want to have a relationship with my sisters. I want it to be a relationship where we care and where our feelings matter, and I just want a more meaningful relationship.
Kourtney tells her sisters, “This is about moving on and not thinking like the past, it’s about, I don’t care when I’m overlooked, or my feelings are overlooked.”
“I hear you, family above all,” says Kim, as Kourtney explains, “I feel like you’re so driven and I don’t know if you really understand what drives you, and if you don’t understand what drives you, you’re not the master of your own mind.” And knowing your motives will lead you to your happiness and happiness.
Kim explains, “I’m just content, and I think being satisfied is a really good place to be. I just didn’t want to depend on anyone else. It’s that simple.”
Courtney adds, “But you don’t have to depend on anyone else like so many years ago, so what keeps driving you?”
Kim starts out, as Khloe adds, “There’s a lot of doubt, a lot of hate, and a lot of people are always like you start out as a reality show person.”
Courtney adds, “I think a lot of it is very similar to what people see, and I think your relationship with yourself and the people close to you are more important and important than what people think.”
Kim adds, “I definitely love proving other people wrong, like, sure, my drive is, well, I want to build this really successful business. Oh, I want to build another one. And hey, I have another idea I’m going to do, let’s see if I can do that three times. Like, that’s just who I am, but it’s just against myself. I’m not saying let me compete with you, you, you and you and see if you…
In his confession, Kim explains, “I love my drive.” He always keeps me humble and in check. And I just like to be busy. I just try to do whatever I can in this life that makes me feel good.
Courtney explains, “There’s self-awareness, which is like knowing yourself and why you’re making certain choices. I love the love of self-awareness.”
Kim explains, “But I’m so self-aware that I’m competitive.” I love that about me,” while Kourtney says, “I think we’re driven by different things,” and Kim says, “And that’s okay because we’re different people.” “
Confessively, Khloe adds, “I know for a fact that Kim loves Kourt. We all love each other. I think we all get hurt sometimes on the fringes of something or we all get blind about something else, but we’ll never be that family that’s like, “I haven’t talked to my sister in three years.” It would never happen here, but it’s okay if you want to take a step back and have a little distance, that’s okay, but you’ll never be far from us, baby.
Kourtney tells Kim, “I’m not here to analyze you, it’s just like, I guess telling each other what we want to feel cared about. You guys are all, like, one of the most important things. That was it.”
Towards the end of the chat, Khloe admits in her confession that Kourtney has her own life, even though she said she would never get rid of her family forever.
Confessively, Khloe adds, “I know for a fact that Kim loves Kourt. We all love each other. I think we all get hurt sometimes on the fringes of something or we’re all blind about something else, but we’ll never be that family that’s like, “I haven’t talked to my sister in three years.” It would never happen here, but it’s okay if you want to take a step back and have a little distance, that’s okay, but you’ll never be far from us, baby.
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